SamE Jo's Thoughts, Heartbreaks, and Daily Life

ok me and nicole went camping as u all kno, well we found 2 really hott really sweet guys! we kinda let them chose which 1 they wanted cuz we kinda liked them both! well anyways.....the black 1 chose me! i luv him more than anything! i get so happy and hyper when i am around him and i juss love 2 b held by him and when im talking to him i get butterflies in my tummy! we r like perfect 4 each other but there r 2 things in the way of us being perfectly happy together......1) my dad....2)we live 2 hours apart! my dad would absolutely kill me if i dated him....well even if he knew i gave him my # and have bin talking to him for the past couple of days! i miss him so much i almost cry every night! and then he told me he loved me last night! i almost had a spaz attack! worse than my usual ones! i think this was meant 2 be but how can i tell it 2 my dad?¿! leave me a comment and help me PLEEZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

~ThE nLoVe -N- CoNfUsEd SamE~

ok well jake, that a~hole, thought i was caitlin! yea so again i am still single! so AH! bye! im mad!

hey every1! ok well kody is a butthole but i think we r getting back 2 b friends but i kno things wont b like they were going 2 b! i dont like logan anymore. i like jake tanner but brynne likes him and cado i think likes him and he dont like me and i have no chance! well wat else is new!?! juss another guy that is out of my reach! well logan asked me out! i sed i had 2 ask my dad which i did but i didnt want 2 go out wit him and that was juss kinda 2 stall him until i could think of a way 2 say no and not make him mad or upset! well last night he imed me and sed lets just b friends and i sed that is exactly what i was thinking so i got off easy *sigh of relief*!  but i really like jake alot alot! he juss makes me so happy! idk y! he juss dus! well we had our last day of skool yesterday..it was OK, i got in truble 2 much! i guess i am juss a trouble maker! well i am gonna go i am talkin 2 moon, and 2 other ppl i dont kno! so i am gonna go feel sorry 4 myself!

~SamE~

Hey every1!

    how is life going?! good here i suppose...i dont really kno anything rite now! kody used me 2 get  mj jealous...that didn't work! cuz i found out i got mad...mj found out told kody she didn't like him he got mad...he came back 2 me and me and mj both got mad! then cecily got mad! and every1 was mad! logan was mad cuz i didnt believe him! so was michael burden! michael lindsey was mad cuz i wouldn't go back out with him! every1 was mad! i was wonderful *says in dull tone*! jackson was refereein mine and cecilys arguement! that was kinda funny! well i am starting 2 like sum1 again! and idk what 2 do about kody! OMG! we were walkin out 2 the buses 2day and kody was like behind me cuz he had AEP 4 callin mj which he lied 2 me about! and he was late and our class was last 2 b dismissed 2day! and kody was walkin behind me and i was in between tyler a. and logan...and i turned around and looked @ kody then turned back around and i was between logan and spencer and michael b i think! i was great! kody had a look of shock on his face!

OmG! i sent an email 2day it was 1 of those 4warding things and it sed that sumthing good will happen in 13 minutes (or the minutes of ur age) and it has been 13 minutes and logan got on! maybe that is a sign?! idk! LoL! o yea and me and hannah r going 2 e'ville and we r gonna go up 2 random (but hott) guys and talk 2 them and give them our #s! sounds like a plan 2 me! LoL! well this chicky is gonna run!  tootles! LUV YOU ALL!

~SamE Jo~

 

Hewwo Every1!

       What is going on? not much here juss chillin here ritin this! this is my first actual entry the other 1 i copied and pasted it 2 this so ya'll wuld kno what i am talkin about 4 the rest of the time in the 1! if that makes ne~sense! LoL! well i am waitin 4 kody allen 2 get online..so i can talk 2 him -_-! LoL i like that face!! i still like him tho i am juss gonna talk 2 him about it! o let him read this! ok well....

Kody, Hey honey! LoL! well i kno u might just want 2 make me happy but i am not the OVER-protective type of gurlie friend u might think i am! i kno we aint goin out juss yet, but i dont kno if i can go out wit u if i can't trust u ya kno? i really really like u alot! if i didn't i wouldn't have stopped talkin 2 1 of my best friends cuz he sed sumthing about u! and i wouldn't have gone thru all the truble u r puttin me thru now! i luv you and i need 2 b able 2 trust u! i don't get mad when u tell me the truth cuz then we can talk calmly about it, but when u lie that juss makes me mad! i still luv you and like you and what not! and i am still wanting 2 go out with u! i juss want 2 u kno that i luv u no matter what u do (well almost no matter what) and i want 2 b able 2 trust u! i am a very 4giving person just PLEASE don't take advantage of it! cuz i do like u alot alot alot x 3785038! LoL!

ok now..back 2 my day! well we watched mooV's all day! me and bitty got 2 crawl! LoL! then we ate lunch...kody got AEP 4 sum stupid reason! dont ask! LoL! then we had a talent show! BURNA WON! GO BURNA! WE LOVE YOU! LoL i had 2! then we went outside and went home! i played b-ball! i am proud of myself! and go a sumwhat tan! YaY! besides kody not callin 2day has bin a pretty good day! o yea i laid out and fell asleep in the thingy chair! LoL! tootles!

~SamE Jo~

 

 

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Hey every1! sup nuthin much here! juss chilllin rite in this! ok ill update u on my life! we got a patio 2day! so i''ll b able 2 have tons of partys this summer! Yay! i just got this! Yay! again! i like Kody Allen Render! Yay yet again! i am really hyper! as u can tell! LoL! ok 4 all ya''ll anti-kody ppl: I kno ya''ll dont want me wit kody, and i kno u think he is an awful guy. but i really like him! i want 2 believe wat ya''ll say, but i kinda can''t idk y tho! i guess i like him 2 much! and i can''t help it! after all his past is in tha past! im not saying he aint gonna play me but i ain''t sayin he is going 2 either! i would rather go out with him and give him a chance, than turn him down and live the rest of my life wondering wat wuld happen if i did go out with him. if i get played or hurt, @ least i tried and life will go on! i already kno that! and i ain''t tha type of person that dwells over sumthing 4 a long time! Ya''ll all kno that! LoL OK now back on subject! i am gonna go 2 jordans party next week! yaY1 cado got mad @ me 2day! but o well ALL IS GOOD UP IN MY HOOD! LoL! well i am gonna go! tootles! Luv ya! SamE Jo